I have rarely looked back on my life and see where I have been, or the changes I’ve made internally and externally. Thinking about it now, it’s probably because I don’t like to regret. If I start looking back I will most likely never be one hundred percent satisfied with the choices in certain situations, it would make me feel as if I had chosen another alternative maybe things would be different and even better. Yet all the decisions, the people that surround me, and the way I see the world, all have helped me get to where I stand today, in the Baruch Honors Program. During one of the first orientations over the summer I felt as if I was going to be an outsider, I didn’t know anyone, and I didn’t feel comfortable in Baruch. When classes started though it became so much better. Everyone in the block started to talk and try to get to know each other. Maybe because in one way or another maybe everyone else felt the same way I did. I am beginning to get adjusted trying to work on time management. Some days are just so full with no time for anything else but class and then the homework and then others there’s nothing to do. I just need to work on distributing the work evenly so it doesn’t pile up. For me its just a matter of getting to know how things work in college. The rest I’m enjoying, the friends, all the teachers, and I’m looking forward to the next four years in Baruch.