At first, when I was assigned the community service projects I was overwhelmed and under lots of pressure. Being given so much self-autonomy and personal responsibility to find my own company to do community service was immense. I went on idealist and it seemed like there was never ending stream of companies. Eventually after complications left and right, I sought the help of Maria who came to the rescue. Using this experience, I’ve learned that connections are extremely important in all circles of life. Having people that you can turn to that can help you in your time of need is a breath of relief.
As for my other courses in my future, I will try to make a larger effort to speak to others I have taken the course and to ask them for their assistance so that I don’t have to walk alone. From our STARR visit, I’ve taken a lot of their advice to heart.
I haven’t joined a club for good yet.
At first, when I heard that I had to do community service, I was quite disappointed and frustrated even. I saw it as a necessary means of payment for being in the honors program that has offered me a scholarship. However, now that I seen the other community service projects, I’ve gained more holistic view of what community service truly means. I understand now that I cannot just go on forward without repaying the gifts that I’ve received.
In the next 3 years I still have a very hazy view of my future. However I now known that I don’t want to go into business. I see myself taking more varied and diverse courses to try to find something I can latch onto for the time being. I want to try and find an interesting course where I can settle down with it as my major and not be completely discontent. I see myself taking a lot of cultural classes and trying to go abroad and try to find something that I would don’t despise as a major.