I like to make lots of plans before doing anything because I believe I can do better if i have some goals. I know which way i should go so i won’t follow a wrong direction. For example, before going to BBQ, i would like to list all the things that we need to buy, i would also list all the items i need to buy for preparing a dinner or make a well-planned schedule for study. Usually, the plans are quite perfect and affordable to me if i can follow all the steps. However, I always miss it due to laziness. It cannot be denied that I am a lazy girl. I always do all the things in the last minute although i have a plan. Whenever I planned to finish all the homework before going out or the end of holidays, I can never meet this goal since I started going to school… T^T (Did you guys have the same ecperience with me?)
Although I still cannot change this bad habbit — laziness, i still think i do have some merit like i would persist in my opinion if I think I am right. I would not be affected by others easily and I can think in my own way. Usually, I am the one to make decision among my friends and i enjoy doing this way. Since i do have some reasons to support me, my friends would always agree with me. However, I would also make some wrong decision. In order to change my mind, people need to have several reasons to make me believe them that i was wrong.
My main concern is speaking in class! There was an excuse for me to speak English in high school which is “i just came here for two years.” Gradually, I did not improve my English oral in high school. Honestly, i hate speaking English .. T^T cause i am not good at it. The second concern is finish all the assignments including reading on time. Like what i mentioned before, I always fall behind with my schedule. I hope one day i can catch up all the things. The last concern is how to be concentrated in class. Sometimes, if i am not interested in the topics, it is very hard for me to pay attention in class, that’s why sometimes i was day-dreaming in class.
I think the difference between high school and college will be I have choice to choose whether I do the assignments or not. In high school, teachers would keep reminding me to hand in homework but professors would not remind you to do all the things. The professors would not accept any late assignments either ehich made me feel sad -,- because i am always late.
I believe the first year at college will make me become confident in speaking English. And i hope this would happen soon.
