Monthly Archives: October 2010

The best word to describe me would probably be versatile.  I’m simple yet complex, gifted yet flawed.  I’m an understanding person, sweet natured, kind-hearted, and sensitive; however with the good comes the bad.  I’m stubborn, like to have the last word in an argument, and a bad habit of mine is that I’m the worst, however, one of the most skilled procrastinators you’ll ever meet.

My fears and quirks vary from the most silly to the serious.  I’m a very jumpy person, easily scared, always feel like I’m anxious, and am very fidgety.  I could see someone coming and for some reason still get scared if they try to scare me from behind.  I don’t get it.  If there is a bug anywhere in the room you’ll know it because you’ll probably here me freak out if it’s near me, or at least point it out to everyone in the room.  I try to block out the idea of failure in my mind.  It’s not a comforting feeling that I may not accomplish what I want.  Another fear is not living my life to the fullest and achieving what I want.

I’d like to learn how to manage my time better and definitely manage my money better.  These two things are essential to getting a great internship which will help me get my first real job, make good money for that future apartment in the city that I know I’m going to be living in.

I want to make the best out of my Baruch experience and take advantage of all the resources that this school supplies its students with.  These goals are pretty common: getting good money, living somewhere you’ve always wanted to, whether it be a big house or nice apartment in the city like me.  However another goal of mine is to meet me people that will make me grow as an individual, and make me a better person.  After all, life is all about the people you meet that make it worth living.

I care a lot about my future. Since the amount of education I get determines my job and how I will my life, it is essential that I do my best and succeed in college. I am afraid that if I don’t succeed in college I won’t be able to find a good job and live a comfortable and luxury life. Even though I hate going to school and doing homework, I do it anyway just for the sake of getting a good job where I only need to work for 8 hours a day and still get a decent paying. And of course I want to become an educated person. Now I really need to work extra hard and live up to my potential.

If there is one thing in this world I hate the most, I would say giving speeches. I am just not a public speaker. I would rather die than to give a speech in front of everybody.  I hate it, but because I need it in order to graduate from Baruch and besides I need to overcome this “speech phobia”, I am working on my speech skills. I hope by the end of this semester or by the end of this school year I would be able to do it confidently and professionally.