There are too many words too describe who I am, many of which are very counter intuitive to each other. I am shy, I am outgoing, I am smart, I am funny, I am dorky, I am adventurous, I am for lack of a better word, a dreamer. I am a little bit of everything all in one. I have a very strong personality. I want what I want when I want it and will always find a way to get it. I know the value of friendship and consider myself a very loyal friend. I don’t like to rely on anyone other then myself, mainly because I don’t like putting my fate in other peoples hands. I am independent and plan on always being this way. I dont want to be dependent or indebted to anyone in my life, ever. I wonder sometimes if I’ll ever be truly happy since my idea of happiness and my families idea of what should make me happy are two completely different things. Overall I am a fun loving, adventurous person. I love the outdoors and I love to travel. Before I die i WILL see the world, the beauty in it, all it has to offer me and I will live for a year of more in every continent.
One of my major concerns is that I will be late to class too many times and fail, losing my scholarship. Another concern is that I would not have figured out exactly what I want to major in and be stuck in school longer then I need to be. My only other concern is that I will not pass my tests and papers.
Well there is already a lot more freedom in baruch than there was in my high school. I am free to roam the campus and do what I want in between classes. I’m in a much safer area and campus security is much more lenient.
I’m not sure my first year at college will change me at all. I believe I will mature and expand my knowledge but I don’t see college changing me in any other way. I’m ready for the”college experience”, maybe I’ll become more of a party girl, but we have yet to see that.
