How I see myself

I see myself is weak and indecisive wherever I have dilemmas. What if I don’t have that fear, would I be able to solve the problem anyway or even worse? What happened in the last three years has made the person I am right now, but now I can shape my future.

I like being around with my friends, but at the same time, I like being alone and enjoy the quiet. Sometimes, I am ambivalent. I could not tell the reason but I am looking forward to finding it. I am afraid of change, but I also don’t like have repetitive life style. I am the kind of person who live my life depends on my mood. I like thinking because I can found it helpful for me to plan everything. I like to schedule things in mind and arrange them in order.

I am happy to come to New York City and be a student at Baruch College. Here I found many friends and learned a lot from them. I spent a lot of time with my high school friends in the last two years and I have been able to develop a strong friendship with them. I see myself I have to try everything which will enrich my life. I am dedicated to make myself a better person, no matter how long it takes.

What am I afraid of? The first thing I would definitely say it is height! I realized I have fear of height since I was a child in China. I am afraid of losing my track on work; I am afraid of living without ambition and dream.  I believe in myself, not to regret what I had missed in the past but look for a better future.