I am me and who am I?

           I am me. And who am I? I would say people call me Hua, but that doesn’t make up for who I really am. Now that I stop to think about it, I am more complicated than my one syllable name can ever indicate.         

           Sometimes I really want to figure out that I am not stupid,I know what is right or wrong for me to do, I get around,I listen to my friends, and I have family members to tell me what to do,but it is not means that I will follow their opinions definately.I know it’s becoming to keep hair shortly and neatly in summer, but I still to keep my hair too long which I think it’s cool and suit me. I know I should wear glasses when I go outside,otherwise,I could not see people or something else clearly, I am still not want glasses because I want to experience the real visual world, people may think about that I am stupid and crazy. Well, anyway, I know what is best for me, and I do not care about how other people think about me.It’s vital for my friends to understand that I am not really stupid,I want everyone  to know this is my real me.
            when I am free and get nothing to do, I always ask myself whether I am afraid to do something or do I have some good memory. Actually, I am not sure whether I feel afraid of something,Maybe, I just concern about how to get uesd to communicate with people in the public in english.  on the other hand, I usually value the moment that I play with my friends and my family,especially my girl friend, even though we have already separated.Hanging out with them just make me feel really comfortable,even if we are not doing anything, I still could enjoy being around them because they act as someone I can lean on, they are important person in my life. 
              I love my quote ” I need to take a action to be successful and never give up”. 

              I want my life to be successful so I like to engage in activities which could draw my attention with great passion.It  makes me feel better that I could have a great time during teamwork ,I know that it is important for me to develop my abilities to work together  with people around me. However,sometimes I hate myself because I would hesitate to make a decision so that I would miss the significant instant to get closer to success. On the other hand, I love tortoise who never give up even though it might fall behind the others, and it just hand on until it accesses to success in the end.I hope that I can do my best to accomplish my goals regardless of all the obstacles that will come in my way as well as tortoise.

              I am me who is more complicated than people ever indicate,I will try my best to adjust myself to make everyone around me understand me drastically.I wish that they would like me as their friend.