monologue

“I love you ,  or at least I like you” if I had said these words to other, my life would be much more normal, sound or at least not painful. The cause of my downfall is nothing short of that I adore myself instead of other, thereby isolating myself more and more away from other. The story of Narcissus tells that those who indulge in them must pay for the high price of hubris, as he drowns in lake after his image on it. The world is stage and ever human is an actor or actress. I accept my role as a foil and should be doomed to suffer. But there must be some heroes and heroines who deserve happiness, so that the play might be carried out as the play should be. Never listen to any impulse to punish your urge to connect with other. Doubt those who claim they know the truth and nothing is phonier than those are assumed to be authentic. Let us live as if play a game or play, where someone will be loser or winner. Lastly I never fear death but be afraid of lives since under the death, we are not divided. Nonsense make more sense and appearance is truer  than the truth and there is not “the” but “a”. Be a superman , just love your fate , and accept your fate.If you think I am crazy, you might be the really crazy one.