It’s hard not having you next to me. It’s hard not being able to see or talk to you whenever I want to. It’s already been about half a year, six months, since you’ve left and I know I should slowly be getting used to it but I’m not. I still miss you more and more every day and this feeling has never changed from day one. I know you left for a good reason and I shouldn’t be selfish for wanting you to quit and come back… but I can’t help it. Even though I talk to you every night and video chat with you almost every week, I still miss you. From seeing you every day to now, seeing you every six months is such a big change. I thought that now that I was entering college and I can keep myself busy, it would all get better, but it’s not. I do want you to know that I’m proud of you and I will always be your number one supporter…. From the start to the end. While you chase your dreams, I’ll try to focus on my future and if everything was meant to be, we’ll still be together four years from now… when you’re done with the Air force, and I’m done with college. I know four years is a long time from now and we can never predict the future, but I really hope we can get through this together. I hope you are forever safe, healthy, strong, and happy. Thank you for making me so happy. Thank you for everything.