I’m seeing myself in a mirror, things around me can be observe but can’t reach. For me, everyday has the same pattern, back and forth between two places school and home. In class, I will pay attention to the professor, when class is over I will find a place to eat and sleep, everything seems dull and unrealistic like the memory from yesterday. Yes, a mirror! I felt like I’m in the mirror, the way that I act and behave is sometimes opposite to what is supposed to be. For example, when I got angry, I smile instead of showing anger. Sit in front of the mirror, imagine myself in five years, I graduated from college and got an accounting degree, and later on I will have a stable job working in somewhere at Manhattan, seeing myself as a white collar who wearing a formal dress. Even though, there’s so much pressure on me from everywhere but still I will point to the mirror and say “hey, you are the best, so don’t let the future of you disappoint at who you are now.”
