I’m afraid of losing people. I’m afraid of losing my stuffs. I’m afraid of getting hurt. I’m afraid of death.I’m afraid of abandonment.  I’m afraid of failure. I’m afraid of giving up. I’m afraid that one day, i can’t keep up with anyone anymore. I will be left with nothing but disappointment and desperation. I’m afraid that I will say ” Why didn’t I try harder?”. I hate to admit but I’m afraid of many things in this world.  I try to be strong. I try to look strong. I don’t how does it work so far, but that is what I always do. My goal is to be successful at what I do. However, what will happen if I eventually lose everything oneday? Will I be the same ? School has been interesting so far, but too many home works. Good thing about it is that It keeps me busy. I live alone, so there are many things that wander on my mind.