Procrastination is a bitch. Instead of going to sleep, I’m trying to do this monologue. Since I’m still not sure what I’m supposed to be writing about, I’ll just write about how college has been. All I have to say is that college is no joke! Let’s say in high school you learned a few sections of whatever subject for a few months. The equivalent of that would be like two weeks in college. Not once had I ever been worried about how well I did in school back then. But now, I’m constantly worrying and sulking. The grades that I’ve been getting lately have not been up to my expectations, but that’s all my fault. High school was a time where one could slack so much and still do pretty good. Nope, not happening now. *sigh* It’s tough… (It’d be nice if I could relive high school one more time) I keep getting thoughts about my motivation and whether or not college is worth it. Seems as if this is a low point in my life. Just another obstacle that I could overcome and hopefully be rewarded for it.
Besides school work, I haven’t done much. A normal day would go like this: wake up either early or late. get on a packed bus which then leads to a packed train (one of many cons of commuting to college), go to my classes, maybe knock out for a few minutes in those classes, eat when I’m finished, chill in Baruch’s game lounge then I go home. Not much of a college experience as you can tell. No offense, but there really isn’t much here. No clubs are appealing to me, well, maybe one but still. I did rush for this one fraternity though. It was a pretty interesting social experience lol. Some of those events were good. Meet some sorority girls and other people that rushed for both fraternities and sororities. Good times, goooood times…
I’m drawing a blank now, so I’ll stop here. Time to continue this college journey!
