At this point in time college is proving itself to be an interesting experience so far. No doubt in a few months Baruch will lose its charm, once it is no longer a shiny, new experience for me to play around with and get accustomed to. However, because it is still new, it is still lovely. Im not sure, though, if im managing just fine. It seems to me like im managing fine, as the meme points out, but i cant be sure whether thats because im actually doing things right, or if im totally screwing everything up without knowing. My classes seem easy enough, i seem to be studying and getting the majority of my work done with good grades, but at the same time im not sure how grades work in college. For the past 12 years of my life i’ve gotten “report cards” several times a year, and so at the end of the semester, i dont know what to expect if not a report card. Im not sure if im really doing as fine as it feels i am, or if im completely oblivious to the fact that my experience here is an accumulating train-wreck waiting to happen.
