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“Cold Blood” Monologue

Your words were priceless looking back now,
They filled my mind with aw and wow,
How can somebody so true and loving,
Could in the end be so cruel and cunning?

She told me I was perfect
I said no I’m not
Cause I have been infected by a disease called love,
And no, I was not protected
It came so fast and so unexpected
And the only time I felt love with her,
Was when my p**is was slightly erected,
No calls no, no text, now she’s feeling rejected
But I had to leave her alone
Because in her life I was no longer effective

If only I hadn’t been so glassy eyed
And forcefully became so surprised
That maybe I could of seen through you,
And I would of never had to meet you

But what’s the point in saying this now
You can’t go back to slaughtering the cow,
I will just have to live with the pain you caused,
And don’t you dare say you were forced

Don’t you dare say I was to blame?
How I was the one to light the flame
There will be boys after me,
And of course one day,
They will see like me
And hopefully one day you will see
That I was the man you need.

Started from the ground, built it to the sky now
Watched it fall down, like how I’m gonna’ survive now
You left me out in the cold with no love
And I’m just left cold blooded,
So I started to seek help, and
They all tell me to follow my heart
So I laugh,
Cause honestly I thought they were joking
Cause how can I follow something that’s completely damaged
And partially broken
And some tell me to follow my mind
But if I do that
I’d probably be dead, no blinking
Cause I got a lot of thoughts in my head
That have me saying what the f**k was I thinking
So what do I follow?

Slideshow:Who I am

Click “Who I am” to see slideshow:  Who I am !!!

The first photo shows the two sports that are my life. The two sports that helped me found my identity and voice in this unfamiliar world. I am an athlete. My two favorite sports are track and field and basketball. I started playing basketball when I first came to this country and fell in love. It helped me adapt and made new friends in and out of school. I fell in love with track the freshmen year of my high school and competed all four years. I started off not knowing anything about the sport and worked my way up to become top 5 distance and mid distance runner in the city and the borough of Manhattan. I was named MVP scholar athlete for the borough and I am also a 3x borough champion and 2x city champion.

The second photo shows my love for fashion. I am love to dress, whether it’s the dapper look, the casual, the athlete look, classy look, formal, it could be anything I could switch it up. I love to express my self through fashion, cause it makes me feel good. I am also part of a clothing line called “Fruition”.

The third photo shows that I am a quote lover. I love quotes and love to come up with my own. I like to motivate and inspire people because I like the role. I also love quotes because whenever I feel like giving up I just have to read a few quotes and realize what I am doing. I love the inspirational stuff because it what makes me who I am today. If it weren’t for these quotes from a few major people in my life, it would be totally different.

The fourth photo shows that I love music. Music is that one thing I can’t get rid of. Music calms and soothes me. I love almost any genre, but I mostly listen to hip-hop, dancehall, Indian, r&b, soca, and my cultural music.

The fifth photo shows that I love food. I mean who doesn’t. I love any kind of food. Except I have a few restrictions because of my religion. I am a Hindu, so I cant eat beef and pork. But other than that I eat almost anything other than those two. My favorite food is curry chicken.

The sixth photo shows who I am. I am a born and raised Guyanese. I was born there and lived 10 years of my life there before migrating to the U.S. I love my country and culture and I rep it everyday. I am a proud Guyanese.

The seventh photo shows that I am a very ambitious individual. I always try and reach for the stars. I always push my self to give a 100% no matter in. I understand that the path to success is not straight and that’s why I never give up. If I want something I go work for it.

The last photo shows that I am adventurous and love to travel. I love to explore new places and go visit new sites and countries. I have not traveled the world yet but one day I will. One of my dream places to travel to is Panama and Italy. I have only traveled to a few places; I went to the Bahamas, Trinidad, Guyana, Canada, Florida, Suriname, and Oklahoma. I have also visited a few interested sites.