These two memes in my opinion perfectly sum up my first three months at Baruch. There are probably four or five more memes I could add that would really give a you all a clear picture, but this is basically the gist of my overall feelings toward most of my experiences. I am not exactly stressed by college in and of itself, it’s college in addition to life that has really caught up to me. A term that I learned last year in my psych course comes to mind, Habituation, which is basically when an organism stops reacting to a stimulus after being around it for while. You see, I feel the fire, I see the fire, I smell the smoke but I can’t do anything about it; I am at the mercy of my circumstances. Disaster is inevitable, and the only thing I have control over is how I react and how I let myself be affected. These three months have taught me, that I can live in fire as long as I can handle the heat. These three months have taught me that this is only the beginning, and there is so much more to come. What I’m trying to say is that life and college got me FUCKED UP, and I’m kinda, sorta, in weird way okay.
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