Freshman Seminar Fall 17 CRA

Muazzam’s Monologue

Catastrophic luck

Calamitous fate

Cataclysmic by nature

 

All just a part of the ebb and flow

The cadence of survival

A morbid truth

 

On the other side of the kaleidoscope lies

A more pleasant side to things

Like pots of gold at the end of a rainbow

 

But when you try to have a rainbow without a little rain

Unsettling

Like a precarious concoction of venom

Inching closer to your lips

Or like the moment you realize

you left your wallet at home

 

A generation of dopamine addicts

 

An age

Where J. Cole has more followers than God

And there are more genders than there are harry potter books

Where it makes sense to people to build a wall for protection

A week later a notorious criminal escapes by a tunneling through his cell

 

When eating becomes a hobby

And socializing means waiting for a text back

There’s a problem

Happiness needs constant inertia

Yet stress and dissatisfaction just seem constant period.

Sometimes you just gotta take a break

Humble yourself

So you’re ready to raise a little hell

 

When time comes for me to put on the pine overcoat

The last thing I’ll be thinking about is my regrets

Somewhere along the way I decided I just wanted to have a good time

And have fun while I’m at it.

 

Parents always tell kids they know better

because they’re older

and wiser

You know I was your age once, what I tell you I learned from experience.

Well if that’s case, why not try to experience everything?

Be the darn wisest old man

Stepping out of the front door as the birds serenade the morning sky. I stretch my arms as far as they go and slowly open the gate and press play on my phone.

As soon as the bass hits my eardrum, I’m off

I run down the street, onto the next, until I reach the end of town. 

Then onto the next.

Taking a moment to appreciate the different shades of green in the trees planted along the concrete. Looking at all the tiny details that make up the building down the block. 

I take a moment to humble myself,

so that later I’ll be ready to raise a little hell.