When I graduated from high school, I felt happy that four years of high school is finally over, school teachers made me feel so tired, even I don’t do homework most of the time. All the friends graduated with me the same year, they looks pretty sure about which college they planing to attend, some choose to join military, and i was still wondering where am i heading next.
I was off the whole year when i graduated, during this year, I feel helplessness, hopelessness, and loneliness. I tried to find a job that i can financially support myself, but lack of experience won’t let me work longer, I changed several jobs, and i didn’t find any job that was well paid, i felt tired, and I don’t think I’m ready to start a career yet.
A few weeks later, I applied four colleges as i did before, but this time, i got accepted some colleges, I am so excited, But i choose the most difficult senior college Baruch, I don’t know how long I can survive in this college, I was so worried, until now, I’m still worried about will i get kick out of college, But college feels much better than work. so i made a wise decision.