Memory

I would begin my recovering process by listening the songs that I used to like. Of course I would not remember any songs that I used to like, but I am sure I would find the songs that I saved in my ipod and computer before I injured. Recovering in my own room is very important because I used to have a life in the room. I sure I would somehow feel close when I discover something like pictures, clothes, and diary. Even if I don’t feel anything about them, I would at least know what kind of person I used to be.

During the process, I am sure that there would be a lots of frustrating moments. I might want to give up, and not think about anything, but just live on a new life. However, the emptiness must bother me all the time. I could not have a nice chat with my old friends because I don’t even remember them. During this period, I would lose my temper always or maybe I would be extremely silent.

If I could choose to pick my old memory, of course I would first want to choose something happy and meaningful. Besides, I would still want to pick small amount of sadness memory. If my memory is full of happiness, I think I would feel really incomplete. Nobody can have a completely happy life, and absolutely no sadness, which is already an odd life. Therefore, I would like to choose a big percentage of happiness, positives and meaningfulness.