God forbid if i lost my memory!

1. How would you begin the process of recovering your memory? Who would you turn to, where would you search, and how would you proceed?
i would look at any of my old pictures with friends and family, try to revisit the places, try to draw pictures of what i can remember. i would def. turned to my family and best friends, call them all up and see what i can recover, see what sup.

2. Please describe the emotional journey you imagine you would be going through as you attempt to reconstruct your life. Imagine the feelings you would have.
emotional man i cant even imagine, there are no words to describe how i would feel, but i guess i would be scared, nervous, depress if i dont remeber anyone. basically i would feel like shit.
3. Suppose you were able to pick and choose the memories you wanted to recover from your life. What types of memories would you choose to retain and what types of memories might you decide to edit out of your remembered experience? Positive, negative, painful, happy, angry, frightened, etc. Please elaborate and explain some your decision making process.
there is one memory i would like to completly forget like freaken disappeare it. its a memory of this girl i love when i was in high school. i loved this chick to the death, spend more then 4 yrs tried to convice her i am the right guy for her. she dated this loser who was older then her, not even graduated high school, for 2 yrs and then spend 2 yrs forgeting him, all this time i was there for her. and the result was like shit.”o i will always love u as a friend.” now when i think back about the experience and the memories, i regret the TIME and money i wasted. all of the rest of memory i was keep, recover, and not edit it.