Lost in Memory
1. How would you begin the process of recovering your memory? Who would you turn to, where would you search, and how would you proceed?
I would turn to my family first, because I think I have the highest chance of remembering them. Hopefully, they’ll give me a better sense of who I am and what happened to me. I’d want to turn to my boyfriend and best friends too, but I’m not sure if I’ll remember who they are. I’ll start by browsing through my computer for photos and videos. I always take a lot of pictures when I hang out with my friends, so I have huge collections of photo memories on my computer. Looking through photos will hopefully spark some memories. I wouldn’t approach my friends first though, because I’ll still feel lost and confused. Besides, if they were my good friends, they would already be trying to contact me.
2. Please describe the emotional journey you imagine you would be going through as you attempt to reconstruct your life. Imagine the feelings you would have.
I would definitely feel very lost and confused, because I wouldn’t know who I am. I’ll probably feel overwhelmed because I wouldn’t know where I’m headed in life, and what I want to do with my life. I’m not sure whether I’ll feel upset about losing my memory or not, because I probably won’t even realize that I forgot everything from my past. I imagine I might feel really relaxed and carefree, because I wouldn’t have anything to be stressed about.
3. Suppose you were able to pick and choose the memories you wanted to recover from your life. What types of memories would you choose to retain and what types of memories might you decide to edit out of your remembered experience? Positive, negative, painful, happy, angry, frightened, etc. Please elaborate and explain some your decision making process.
I am generally a very happy and optimistic person, so I haven’t had any negative or painful memories that affected me really strongly. I would probably choose to retain all different types of memories. If I choose to retain only happy and positive memories, my life would be too much of a fairytale and I would be too naive. I want to maintain some precautions against strangers. Also, remembering painful experiences will make me treasure the happy ones even more.