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God forbid, if I had lost all of my past memory, I would have to turn all of those who know me best, family, close friends, even past teachers, and professors. Anyone who has some type of information on who I “was” will be my only hope in me trying to get as close as possible to who I am “now”, because without any form of past memory, my present self would be inaccurate on insignificant to what my personality should be. In addition to hearing any forms of how I once was, I would have to personality see images of my once self as well, so photo albums, any recordings with me in it. Even notebooks and text messages and anyother form of writing, to gain a perspective of my personality, would also be useful to gain as much knowledge of my past self.

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First and foremost, to hear dozens of individuals and seeing a various amount of pictures, of how I once was, is emotionally unbearable
in itself. Just knowing that all these people can say so much about you and you can’t remember a single thing is frustrating and hard to the heart to cope with. Similar to an alzheimer’s patient who is searching thoroughly for their glasses, up and down, all over the place, and then have someone tell you they’re on your face. It’s embarrassing, among other emotional feelings that’s just hard to imagine. To be at an adult age, a past life full of memories and experiences that made you who you are, and cannot remember a single spec of it.

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I would pick everysingle memory, I would’nt want to skip a single beat, Everysingle thing, the good, bad, pain, pleasure, ups and downs, everysingle thing, because one memory will be simply useless without the others to exist with it an create a stable balance. What kind of life will I live if all I can remember are good things? I would then become obliviant to all the bad the world has to offer. If i want any shot to being who i once “was”, everysingle memory counts!