Regaining the memory I lost…
1. How would you begin the process of recovering your memory? Who would you turn to,where would you search, and how would you proceed?
I would being to recover my memory by going to all the places I enjoyed going to. I would visit my school, favorite parks, and favorite restaurants. I would go anywhere that would have some percent of possibility of sparking some form of memory. I would turn to my family because they know me the best; they will know where to take me, what to say to me, and what to show me to gain my memory back as fast as possible.
2. Please describe the emotional journey you imagine you would be going through as you attempt to reconstruct your life. Imagine the feelings you would have.
I think it would be a very emotional journey. I would be experiencing all the memories all over again and at a much higher intensity. I would realize how precious each of those memories actually are. The emotional journey would be hard to explain to anyone who has not experienced it. The fact that the path one must take to regain every memory since birth is very difficult makes me quite emotional. I think it would be definitely be worth it to have all my wonderful memories back and be able to remember. The journey will help me realize that memories are truly amazing things.
3. Suppose you were able to pick and choose the memories you wanted to recover from your life. What types of memories would you choose to retain and what types of memories might you decide to edit out of your remembered experience? Positive, negative, painful, happy, angry, frightened, etc. Please elaborate and explain some your decision making process.
I would choose all the happy, exciting, and positive memories, definitely. However, I would also choose a couple of painful and angry memories to show that I did go through a bit of difficult time, but I was able to overcome it all. It would be nice to only think about good things, but I think I wouldn’t be able to contain any of the negative emotions if they overcame me. I think because I have painful, angry, and negative memories, I am able to control those specific emotions and know when to show them and when to not show them. The happy memories are a definite choice because who wouldn’t want remember every single happy moment they had? Happy memories make you happy when the memories are being made and when they are remembered. They are just amazing memories.