Meditation
A. First, take note of the moods you’ve experienced.
I felt happy and excited because my best friend and I went to eat dinner together. Before dinner I felt so hungry because I haven’t eat anything until 6PM. After dinner I was so full. Then I have to wait to meet up with my friend for almost 3 hours that’s made me feel bored and sleepy.
B. Assess your overall level of anxiety on a scale of 1 to 10.
The overall level of anxiety is 5.
C. Assess the level of physical tension in your body- where do you notice the tension? Try rating your overall tension on a scale of 1 to 10.
The overall tension is also around 5.
My shoulder hurts a little but didn’t bother me much.
III. After you have finished your meditation, re-asses your state of mind and body.
A. Reassess your mood on the chart.
I felt really relaxed, calm, peaceful, sleepy, and numb.
B. Reassess your level of anxiety from 1 to 10.
My anxiety level is 3
C. Reasses your level of physical tension and rate it from 1 to 10.
The tension level is about 2-3.
IV. Describe the experience– What type of meditation did you choose? Describe what was going on in your mind and your body, what kind of thoughts and sensations did you experience during the meditation? Were there any challenging or frustrating aspects of the experience, and if so, what were they? Would you try this again in the future? Why or why not?
I choose to do the Intro Guided Meditation by Ajahn Sundara which is approximately 19 minutes long. As the instructor in this meditation said, we have to sit at a certain posture which distracted me because my leg got numb then I have to change the sitting posture. When the instructor told to feel the body, I was trying to relaxed my shoulder and I felt more relaxed. I felt like most systems in my body started to slow down and shut down. I noticed the breath in and out that’s made my mind to focused to my tummy. Toward the end of the meditation, I felt like my mind is floating in the air. I stop thinking about everything and only focused on breathing. When it finished, my eyes open, I felt so peaceful and calm.
Definitely, I’ll try it again in the future. During the meditation, I tried to focus on only the breathing that’s made me forget about other things that running in my head.