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E.T. (obviously coming to devour me)
When I was a kid, everyone was obsessed with E.T., the Extra-Terrestrial. Well, everyone but me. The movie, by Steven Spielberg, had come out the year I was born, but it was still popular years later, spawning stuffed animals, coloring books, cartoons, and action figures. E.T. delighted all of my friends, but he completely terrified me. E.T.—a short, rounded alien with expressive eyes—seems cute enough to me now, but, when I was three or four, he would come to me in nightmares: towering above me in my back yard and threatening to gobble me up. I distinctly remember asking him if, when he ate me, he would also eat my bones or spit them out. (This was, I thought for some reason, a very important question.) But E.T. never gave me an answer. My bad dreams ended each time with E.T. picking me up, hurling me into his mouth, and then . . . that’s it. I would wake up sweating, panting, but relieved.
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I was basically like this.
This memory raises a few questions for me that I think are worth thinking about further. First, does an alien even count as a monster? And, if so, why? Is a monster just a creature that doesn’t fit in or does it have to be something from earth (that is, from that place where it doesn’t fit in)? Does E.T. help us think about what, exactly, counts as a monster? Second, why did I find E.T. so terrifying when he was clearly intended to be cute? (The movie is, after all, a kids’ movie.) Maybe it has something to do with the phenomenon called the “uncanny valley” (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uncanny_valley), which considers how creatures that start to look like humans but don’t quite look like humans can provoke a reaction of disgust. Finally, I’m curious about my fear of being eaten. One of our readings for next week calls this fear an “infantile fear” (and I was a little kid), but I’m not sure what that means (Carroll, 43). Is this a common fear in children? Do psychologists have thoughts about why that is?
[Your monster journal entry should look something like this. Share what you think is most promising, most interesting to you, from your journal. It can be a personal reflection, like this one is, or something more detached. Either way, it should end with some possible questions to pursue, and it should be the best prose you can write: detailed, proofread, and thought-provoking. Feel free to play around with links and images, and ask me if you have any trouble doing this. Your entries should be about 300-350 words; this one is right around 350. Finally, tag your entry with “monster journal” so that we can easily find them in one place.]