This year was probably one of the toughest years I have ever had. The starting was college was an excitement for me ,and the starting of feeling depressed.This is my first year of college, and yet it is also my first year in my life to lose something valuable.It all commenced with my grandpa having a cardiac arrest. I was around that time when this arrest occurred. That moment of time, I had no idea what to do. In my mind, I’m thinking should I try to perform a CPR and how do I call the police to come immediately. I  stood next to my grandpa obstinately and wonder if the police or ambulance I called would come. It was a 5 minute battle game in my mind; I wondered did I actually called the police.When I called the police, it felt as I did not speak English nor able to communicate in English. The first thing they asked me on the phone what was wrong? I literally had no idea how to correspond to such a response. I ended up saying that my grandpa fainted, but the truth is that he had an arrest which is different from a normal faint. The next thing they asked was where do you live? I gave my address, and it felt as if I gave the wrong address. I was petrified and immersed with fear thinking that if i really had done the right thing. In my mind, I trivialized everything that was going on. Instead, I  had this terrible vibe around me thinking that the police thought I was making a prank call. When the police arrived, I was allured that my grandpa could not make it already. It was a horrible experience that I would always remember. The lack of communication experience I had delayed the ambulance to come. If I was to experience this again ;  I would know what is the essential thing to do at that moment of time.