To the Reader by Charles Baudelaire by Victoria Dai
(Words & sentences that are highlighted in italics are my own thoughts & comments).
Infatuation (foolish or extravagant passion), sadism (enjoyment in being cruel), lust avarice (greed for riches)
Possess our souls and drain the body’s force;
We spoonfeed our adorable remorse (deep and painful regret),
Like whores or beggars nourishing their lice. (comparing lice to something extremely terrible & still feeding it)
*First paragraph: Humans fall prey to temptations laid out by the devil due to their weak nature. Unfortunately, these temptations control and drive humans to do terrible deeds. I noticed here that the author used a simile to compare how humans continue to repeatedly fall into the same temptations and misdeeds, as often as whores and beggars continue to “dirty” themselves, even though there’s really no way of helping it.
Our sins are mulish (stubborn), our confessions lies;
We play to the grandstand with our promises,
We pray for tears to wash our filthiness, (could be a reference to how we think crying or feeling bad will help us rid of the nasty feeling we have or to compensate for our wrongdoing)
Importantly pissing hogwash through our styes. (a circumscribed abscess caused by bacterial infection of the glands on the edge of the eyelid)
*Second paragraph: We continue to sin and we continue to lie and we exaggerate our promises to the point where it’s meaningless. The last two sentences could be a metaphor of how we think crying or showing a sign of guilt will help make us feel better about all the things we did wrong. The author is almost making fun of us, as if crying will actually help wash away our ugly human nature.
The devil, watching by our sickbeds, hissed (when a cat hisses, it is considered a warning sign)
Old smut (soil or smudge) and folk-songs (song that is well known and passed by ppl) to our soul, until
The soft and precious metal of our will (soft and precious metal can be referring to our heart?)
boiled off in vapor for this scientist. (what scientist? The devil?)
*Third paragraph: We are pawns of the devil, and he’s watching us and slowly bending our good nature to his will. Hissed stood out to me because it has a negative connotation, especially since only powerful and unlikable creatures hiss, such as cats and snakes. (I have nothing against cats but they do look scary). Also, when a cat hisses, it is considered a warning sign or a fearful sign. Another word that stood out to me is folk-songs, which is something that is well known and is passed down through generations so what I think this paragraph means is that the devil is causing a lasting effect on us (that can be seen as almost as strong and lasting as folk-songs) and inevitably make us his loyal subjects. I also think that scientist is used to describe the devil because he’s experimenting with us.
Each day his flattery makes us eat a toad, (the devil is literally described as a puppet master controlling our strings)
And each step forward is a step to hell,
Unmoved, through previous corpses and their smell
Asphyxiate (choke, suffocate, smother to die) our progress on this road.
*Fourth paragraph: The devil is controlling us and with every passing day, we become uglier and uglier and closer to hell and we don’t know or even care about past people who have gone through this road (ie, we know what happens to people who lie or kill and yet, there are still people who follow in this path). In this paragraph, the author takes a dramatic step from just criticizing human nature and the basic flaws of humans to the point where he shows his hatred for humans, and is basically saying that there are only negative aspects of living which leads to our inescapable and terrible death and whatever happens after death.
Like the poor lush (lush means fresh, but here it might mean something else) who cannot satisfy,
We try to force our sex with counterfeits, (counterfeits meaning with other people who we do not truly have a connection or genuine bond with, basically replacements of the true and original thing we love)
Die drooling on the deliquescent (water build up) tits,
Mouthing the rotten orange we sucky dry. (the orange is the tits, apparently its changed colors)
*Fifth paragraph: At first, I had a different interpretation of this paragraph when reading line by line but afterwards, I decided that the author is talking about newborns. Poor lush, meaning new baby, is brought into this world as poor suckers who are forced to identify themselves (as either male or female based on society’s view of roles of men and women) and are actually starting to die (even though technically, they just started to live as well) when they’re drinking breastmilk – as described so vividly in the last two lines. Basically, the author pities newborns who are brought into this world to turn ugly and evil and then simply die in the end.
Gangs of demons are boozing (perhaps leaving the same effect that booze does in our brains, which is a hangover feeling, numbness and unsettling feeling) in our brain –
Ranked, swarming, like a million warrior-ants, (literally, intestinal worms)
They drown and choke the cistern (container for storing or holding water) of our wants;
Each time we breathe, we tear our lungs with pain.
*Sixth paragraph: Every minute that we are alive, the gangs of demons that the author is referring to (bad, negative stuff that swarms our minds – murder, infidelity, etc.) takes a great toll on us and just makes us less humane.
If poison, arson (setting on fire), sex, narcotics (dulling), knives
Have not yet ruined us and stitched their quick (lethal things can happen momentarily and the consequences can be quick),
Loud patterns on the canvas of our lives,
It is because our souls are still too sick. (Literally not bold enough)
*Seventh paragraph: (Love the beat!) If all the negative aspects in life has not yet ruined us, it’s because we are either not bold enough to fully experience life, which in turn they will come to haunt us, or we are already past the darkness.
Among the vermin (pest), jackals (person who allows themselves to be used), panthers, lice,
Gorillas and tarantulas that suck
And snatch and scratch and defecate (eliminate) and fuck
In the disorderly circus of our vice (bad habit),
There’s one more ugly and abortive (futile) birth.
It makes no gestures, never beats its breasts,
Yet it would murder for a moment’s rest, (literally, swallow the world in a yawn)
And willingly annihilate the earth.
It’s BOREDOM. Tears have glued its eyes together.
You know it well, my Reader. This obscene (offensive)
Beast chain-smokes yawning for the guillotine-
You-hypocrite Reader-my double-my brother!
*Eighth & Ninth & Tenth paragraph: Among all the terrible people and things in this world that continue to grow and reproduce, there is apparently one thing worse than all – it is silent and rarely mentioned but also very deadly – boredom. It may not look dangerous but it can actually cause some real damage (which I totally agree with). Then the author turns on the reader and accuses the reader of already falling into that path and are guilty of being horrible human beings.