When I was in high school, I wondered about my future. I was thinking “I could be this profession…no it seems boring. Wait, maybe I could be this one, no wait, I suck at that.” So I left those questions to be answered by the future me, one in college.

Well now I am in college…Baruch College. The same questions still linger around inside my mind, yet, this time when I’m unable to come up with a answer, i cant help but feel this uncertainty and heaviness that seeps in. And I am trying to find answers to all these questions? Like, “What do you want to do? How are you going to do it? Are you going to enjoy and be happy doing it?

I see my friends already on a business professional career path, and I feel as if i’m being left behind, and being left alone. And it really sucks. For now, I’ll continue to blindly walk this path of uncertainty.

P.S. I swear I published this two weeks ago, but it seems it didn’t go through….kinda mad….