My first semester experience

where do I start

lets begin with the work of art ^

the teddy is lost, so he represent me

i’m lost in work lost in play lost in

college everyday

my grades are sh*t, and i only blame me

missing the friends I text but no longer see

i don’t even get to watch tv

Graduated H.S with amazing grades

only to get rewarded with harder work

so i’m tired!!! and lost, tired of being lost

don’t get me wrong, i’m not moaning some

“depressed” song

I LOVE Baruch

I have fun, alot of fun

but when the fun is done

i’m lost….still trying to figure out why i’m here

why is college worth the stress

if i have no ambition no dreams no goals no drive

just surviving in college to “survive”

writing a post and making it rhyme

just a better way of passing meaningless time

and just like the teddy i’m lost

and no one seems to be looking for me

so i guess i’m more than lost…i’m alone

but it’s okay though…I was born alone.

Baruch Voices Selfies 🙂

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see homeless people in the street

I see homeless hungry people on the road

I wonder if they were sold a lie

I wonder if their mothers told them to stay in school

Did they go to college?

I smell! Homeless people in the train

I smell homeless people begging for money to get clean again

They say

If I stay

In school there is absolutely

No way!

I can end up homeless

Are they liars?

Did they go to college?

I hear! Homeless people on the train

Telling me stories about how they wish

To start again

Explaining situations they’ve been in…

Did they go to college?

I work hard I hard work from elementary to high

My character has been accessed by

My grades

If I do good I am good

If I do bad I am bad

And that’s sad     so I

Eat, breathe and sleep school

That’s all I do

Met everyone I know or knew

In here

So it’s unfair

Because I don’t know what I’m doing

I don’t even know what my major is

I’m here

Because I don’t want to beg on trains

I don’t want to smell like disaster and depression

I give in to my mother’s superstition

Because I want a family

I want a big house in the middle of somewhere beautiful

I want spoiled rotten kids and a well fed puppy

So I study

Because I don’t want to smell like disaster and depression

I don’t want to be homeless on a train

And I never want some seventeen year old girl to judge me

And

If by some chance

I do end up homeless on a train

At least I can say to her

It’s okay

I’m educated

I went to college

My life in mins   <—-Link

my life in mins

^^^^^^^link to video hope it works

I put together a video but I can’t upload it I don’t know why. my video is comprised of all of my favorite things I couldn’t get all that I wanted to in there but I guess what I did get most of it has to do with the things associated with my everyday life. I used sound in the video in the form of violins and one of the best doctor sues narrations there is just to add some of the two things I love the most into the video.  I love that I’m starting this entirely new journey in Baruch and more things have gone right than have gone wrong so far and I’m hoping they stay that way. I come from a house hold where education is valued among all and my mother always pushes me to do my best while not pushing me too far. My friends keep me sane and centered and I love being with them whenever I have the time. I love my home country not only because I was born there but because of the culture. Everyone is so friendly and hardworking. I love poetry and started writing since I was probably about 8 years old and I fell in love with Dr.Seuss books. Green eggs and ham was my first dr. Seuss book but they first book I remember begging my mother to read to me every night is a book called one, two, flea. I have changed career choices many time and that’s because i am such an indecisive person. I wanted to be a pediatrician but something as simple as a trip to the circus would make me want to change professions. My most prominent choice now is to be an anesthesiologist but I don’t know if I’m willing to do what it takes to obtain this career. It’s very draining and requires a lot of dedication. I would love to find a job that allows me to work with kids and travel. I love children and the idea of being able to see all of the wonders of the world sounds amazing to me. I was involved in so many clubs during my high school career including Track and Field, Cross Country, Bowling, Poetry, Asian, Leadership, Student Council, Teens At Service, Skills USA, Glamour Gals, YES, Spark, National Technical Honor Society, Mouse Squad, and yearbook committee. I am the only child for my Mother Michelle and my father died when I was about 3 years old and there is not much that I can remember about him. I love to write not only poetry but anything that has to do with being creative and incorporating my ideas into a project.  I want to be a waitress as a part time job before I go onto my true career, I don’t know why being a waitress has always been a goal for me but I thought I would put that in there in case any of you know a place that’s hiring. This is the end of my introduction and it as very nice to meet you all.