I have no idea what I’m doing in college if I’m being fair and honest with myself. Everything is just, different. The commute is killing me every morning, despite me taking the train into the city for years. Maybe I need more sleep? Most nights I end up falling asleep way past what I want, but I have so many obligations to finish before I can rest my head. This made me realize, this is the rest of my life. Not in a bad way, but life is changing for me and for everyone else in this school. I need to adjust and not succumb to the yearning of confusion. I went to advisement and while talking to my advisor, he made me more confident in my college future as I figured out the College now classes I took in high school, helped to keep me on track in college. That takes some stress off of me. For now, imma just try to go with the flow and get what I need to get done, done.