Although this wasn’t the last option in our handbook, for some reason I felt least comfortable completing this one out of all of them. I have always been good at being on top of my game when it came to school work that I never really paid much mind to life after school has ended. My parents always told me to focus on school and nothing else. And here I am 18 years later without having worked a single day in my life. Dressing up and meeting new people to talk about future careers seemed quite daunting to me, even though I am pretty good at first impressions and coming up with small talk. But I worked up the courage, put on a business casual outfit, and made my way to Baruch to complete the last task for this class.
When I initially got there I was surprised to see how many people were already lined up. It made me feel kind of left behind actually and that I was not being proactive enough in figuring out what I want to do with my life after school ends. I still have four years but with this semester flying by in the blink of an eye I finally realized that if I am ever going to start now would be the time. Before I walked in I felt kind of nervous. I usually do well in these social interactions situation however, this felt different. There was more pressure on me because I realized I am now responsible for myself. People were surrounded me and I approached people and they approached me. Soon enough, I felt myself getting more comfortable with talking to all these professionals and learning about what I can do in my life beyond Baruch. I spoke to them about future careers and internships while still in school and just how life changes. It was light conversation yet incredibly informational.
I left the career fair with heaps of information and answers to questions that I didn’t even have before that day. It is very easy for me to say that I am now more confident in going out there and grabbing my future and all these opportunities that are right in front of me. Although that day was informational I was not quite ready to commit to anything because I was not yet settled into Baruch and college life in general. However, I know for a fact that the next career fair I will enter with a more positive attitude and no nerves within me ready to take a few steps forward into finally committing to my future.