I attended the Team Baruch meeting in October because my mom egged me on to try out. I arrived there pretty early on even though I got lost for a bit trying to find it since I never went to the Multimedia Rooms before. It was basically empty when I got there. There were rows of chairs and I was surprised to see that many since I didn’t expect a huge turnout. People started trickling in, but soon enough the room was full.
Before the meeting started I talked with someone about the meeting. They seemed interested in Team Baruch and I can tell by their lively personality. It was interesting to hear about their Freshman Seminar mentor and what they thought about them, which was all praise. It was nice to see a different perspective on their experiences.
The meeting overall was pretty normal, like a GIM for a club. I was kind of disappointed to see food wasn’t provided. It went over all the different aspects of it and how to sign up for it, etc. Even some students who are already in Team Baruch came up to talk about their experiences and tips. It’s hard to describe Team Baruch after this but it gave off the impression of some kind of leadership program. It was kind of intimidating because the selection process seemed kind of rigorous. Plus the things they said was hard to apply to someone like me.
Nothing else really happened besides that. It was a typical information meeting and made Team Baruch sound way out of my league. The loud stranger around me seemed more suitable and more mature and there were so many of them. That kind of competitive environment was kind of suffocating. After the meeting though I gained a renewed respect for the type of people at Team Baruch. They seemed so confident and purposeful, very befitting of a leader. Knowing that maybe some of my peers would be similar to that is kind of breathtaking.
Obviously at this point I’ve already submitted the admittance form and I have to do the interview for it tomorrow of the time I’m writing this. It makes me stressed and pained in the stomach just thinking about it. Adding that to the things I already have to do for classes just makes it worse for me. I can’t wait until it’s winter break, free from this cycle of pain.