The person that I most admire in my life is my father. I admire him the most because without him I wouldnâÂÂt meet a man who takes care of me two times better than what my father did.
From me observing my father growing up, he has taught me a few things, for instance, I wouldnâÂÂt want my kids to go through the same heart break I went through when my father left me unannounced. The day he left, he left me without a warning of him leaving and without a reason to why he was leaving, he left me with a ring that he said would help me remember him, which after 10 years is something I no longer want to do or can’t do because I forgot how he looks.
I also wouldnâÂÂt want my kids to have a father like him, the one to leave your child confused for more then after their life, and I donâÂÂt want them to continue to blame themselves for the things he was doing wrong such as what I went through. So I will try very hard to find a man in the future, that will be there.
Also the main thing that I admire my father for is giving me my three brothers that I never meet, but speak to them on the phone every night before they go to bed.
Seeing my father is the last thing I want to do, because I donâÂÂt consider him as my father anymore but if I have to go through him to meet my brothers, then thatâÂÂs something IâÂÂm willing to do.
Giving up sperm doesnâÂÂt consider a man your father, but the fact that a man can be there for you through thick and thin, and lead on the right path is what I can consider a father.
IâÂÂm complimenting my father for the bad things that he has done to me, because without him doing bad, I believe I wouldnâÂÂt have the amount of good that I have now with my step dad.