Open Hood
The definition of home, according to merriam-webster has many definitions. One definition is one’s place of residence. Another is a familiar or usual setting. And a place of origin. There were more than ten different definitions but I decided to narrow it down a little to these three definitions. Home is very broad word, proven by merriam-webster, but simultaneously can also be the only word to describe something at times. The definition of home to me, is not a still, absolute place but more of a setting that evolves and changes as I do the same. There are different homes as there are different people. Depending on that home, it can affect how people act and view certain points.
I was born in South Korea, but moved to the U.S. when I was a one year old and have been living at my current home ever since. I don’t see Korea as my home albeit it is one of the definitions according to merriam-webster, because I don’t feel connected to it. Home is something you should personally have feelings towards, something you never want to change because it a part of you. As I walk through my home, I notice how much has changed. I have seen my home evolve. I have seen the construction of new buildings that have replaced old buildings that were torn down a couple years prior. There was a home next to my apartment that was destroyed and replaced by a newer home. Every day I would come back from school and hear the noise of construction. CLUNK CLUNK CLUNK and RIZZZZ, the sounds of drills running through my head — that was a fun experience. I have seen new roads being built and new trees plants on the streets. I would call myself privileged in a sense that everything was near my neighborhood. There was the subway station, two malls which I went and spent most of my time with my friends since it was so easily accessible (Queens Center Mall and the newly constructed one in Rego Park), my elementary school is literally one block from my apartment and my middle school is 4 blocks. Since I lived near school most of my life, going into high school was a big deal where I needed to take the subway to attend school. Learning the mta map and what and where the unique trains and the stations, filled with different and inspired culture, was a pain to deal with. I was never good at looking at maps and memorizing directions. However manhattan is very plain and simple. It is similar to a grid where the streets increase/decrease vertically and avenues ascend/descend horizontally. There is Elmhurst Hospital a couple of blocks away, where I went when I broke my arm in second grade. There is the LIRR (Long Island Rail Road) that goes across broadway and can sometimes hear the distant train sound if it’s quiet enough in the apartment. There is broadway park where I spent most of my childhood playing and meeting new friends that I would forget the next day. There is my barber who I have been going to since I moved to my home –so seventeen years– who has also watched me grow from childhood. There is the supermarket two blocks away that we have been going to for years and where we get our usual food supplies. There are the street fruit sellers that sometimes we can get two avocados for $1 if we’re lucky. There is the laundromat that my family attends to weekly even though we have washers and dryers in the basement of the apartment. There is the street adjacent to the LIRR that leads to a hi ghway that you can get a perfect view of the sunset. If I’m lucky and come home around the time the sun sets (around 5:30) I can catch a glimpse of the purple sky and the dark clouds that surround an orange semi-circle on the walk home from the station.
Just like myself, my home has grown. It has shaped me to be who I am today, it has created experiences for me that a different home for someone else could not replicate. I have seen many residents move away as I stayed behind and watched over my home. There was a big korean community living in Elmhurst when we moved in, but soon moved away one by one to Flushing or Bayside. Then there were hispanic families who also eventually moved to other places like Corona. Like birds, they migrated and stayed with the flock. If I had lived in a different home, I definitely would be a changed person. I would not ever switch my home for someone else’s and hopefully neither would they. Why would you want to change the main thing that makes you, you? What other word would you use to describe all the things above besides the word home?