I am stressed out. So so stressed out. I literally can not even with all this stress.

But seriously college is a lot of work. Essays here, essays there. One speech for you and one speech for you. Transitioning from high school to college has been a difficult thing to do. I know life isn’t meant to be easy but just a little rest time would be nice. The only good thing would be the friends I’ve made. When I’m feeling stressed I know they can make me laugh and make me forget for just a bit.

The gif above is my literal reaction to every day in school. Sometimes I just can’t deal with everything that’s thrown my way, but hey it is what it is. I’m looking forward to delving further into the college life. Maybe join a club, maybe being the key word. Going back to the gif up there I feel that I say this because I’m trying not to let stress get the best of me. At the end of the day what’s done is done and you can’t live life stressing over everything.

College is about learning to do things on your own and learning how to balance school with life. I’ve seen this plenty over the past few weeks. Professors aren’t here to be your friend or to hold your hand. You have to do things for yourself and learn how to deal with the workload, which is what I’m trying to do now. Hopefully soon, my reaction to a load of work won’t be panic, but more of an “I-Can-Do-This” attitude. I’ll let you know.