Boredom

I get so bored sometimes.

And not just during my commute on the train.

Mostly, I get bored in my classes. I know I shouldn’t, but it happens against my will. One moment I’m taking notes on the Platonic ideal and the next… I’m somewhere else.  Anywhere other than school. Most of time, I’m picturing myself at home, watching T.V and eating all the junk food I want.

Stuck in this daydream, I manage to come down every ten seconds, give or take, so that no one suspects a thing. I wonder if it’s natural to get so bored. I feel like there’s nothing that really interests me. Maybe if my teacher dressed up in a clown costume to teach or if the lectures weren’t so long, then I’d be able to pay attention. Or maybe if zombies suddenly attack the school and we have to fight for our lives, I wouldn’t be so bored. It’d be like The Walking Dead. If only… But that’s wishful thinking.

I really can’t help it. My classes are just so boring…

I find routine in general extremely mind-numbing and just plain tedious. I get tired just thinking about how planned out my days are.

I get up at 5:30, then I leave my house at 6:30, catch the train at 6:45, and so on and so on.

It’s absolutely dull.

I’m the type of person who needs something new once in a while or else I go out of my mind. That’s probably why I never finish a T.V show unless it’s really good. And it’s probably why I get excited about something and then lose interest really quickly. Wow… it’s surprising I get anything done.

Definitely not natural… right?