The reason i decided to choose this image was because ever since high school I have honestly had no idea what i will become in the future. Their are so many different things influencing me to choose one profession over another such as whether or not I will actually enjoy my profession, but then if i enjoy it I may not make to much money and if I don’t make enough money I wont give my family a good future. I have only had a slight idea of what I may do because I decided to go to Baruch which means at one point or another I must decide on some type of business major. But then when I am told by family you should start reading the Wall Street Journal so you can be a great broker I answer well what if I don’t want to be a broker and then they’d say so you will become an accountant and then I respond no not sure there either. Then they say so what. And this is why I chose this meme. I know being in college means I am going to have to make a career choice soon but I love Baruch so much because I don’t feel pressured to choose right now. I experience a sense of freedom that keeps me stress free and happy over my first few months at Baruch. So people just need to stop asking me about my future and let me enjoy my present. We only will be in this exact moment once right. Enjoy it while we can.

At 9:00AM I looked down from a relaxation area on the 10th floor of Baruch. Looking down I see countless students and adults moving from location A to B. For some reason at this moment a wave of fear hit me. So many people, so many futures and careers and there I was little old me. What can I do to be special, Who am I that will set me aside from everyone else, How will the world remember me. As I frantically search my mind for these answers I feel as I’m falling in a deep hole. My chest becomes empty, limbs are paralyzed and eyes fixated on the floor. How can such a free fun loving spirit such as mine be able to compete with these people. As I look down I feel gone.

Then I look up. I force a smile and realize I will never be able to answer these questions. Not yet. Part of going to college is realizing just how lost you are and finding yourself. I know I’ll find myself if I just stay positive and strong. I know I can be special if I keep moving forward. I realized I had to look down from the 10th floor to help me look forward to a bright future.

Who Am I
I want to apologize for the little amount of creativity in my blog post but I have never been such a creative person. I did a eight image slideshow for my blog post. My first image show myself on nerd day and I wanted to show how I am someone who loves to have fun and mess around because I have a really free spirit. My second image shows how to me volleyball is my biggest passion and I could never get enough of it. My third image is meant to show how I value friendship very dearly and am always looking to make new friends and share memories with them. My fourth image is showing how I am a vivid Mets fan and overall enjoy watching and playing sports. My fifth image shows my favorite spot to go which is the beach because overall I love to swim and play beach volleyball. My six image shows how even though I dislike math it is my strongest subject and the reason why I chose baruch as my college due to its many majors where math can apply such as accounting. My seventh image shows my favorite band which is avenged sevenfold but I am open to all types of music. My final image shows me with the love of my life and I mainly added that because I had no idea what to add anymore. So yep that’s who I am.