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My alarm wakes me up at 7:00am. Why did I set my alarm for 7 in the morning if my first class isn’t until 10:45? Oh yeah I still have to write a monologue for first year seminar, and finish studying for that Sociology midterm. I really shouldn’t have wasted my time last night binge watching old Louis C.K stand up routines on youtube. I swear that I remember telling myself back in highschool that in college I’ll start taking my academics seriously. Well I’m halfway through my first semester in college, and nothing has changed. I still wait till the last minute to do assignments, and don’t put the effort into studying for exams. I keep telling myself that I’ll do my homework early, and actually study for exams, hopefully one day I actually will listen to myself. They weren’t joking when they said college will be a lot tougher than high school. It feels like I just graduated last week. I really miss being able to pass all my classes, and still have time to play a sport, but that time is sadly over. I’m not going to beat myself up over my performance this semester, because this is just the beginning, and there’s always next semester.