I was chosen by my classmates to present my monologue at Baruch Voices on November 2nd. My experience in Baruch Voices was really eye opening. There were a lot of people with inspirational, funny, and overall amazing monologues which made mine feel unworthy of presenting. At first I was a little nervous to present my monologue, but then I realized I didn’t know these people and would probably never see them again so it really should be no problem to go up and just speak. There were people preaching about racism in society, beauty standards of females, life changing experiences, and everything in between. There were even people rapping! I was the second to last person to go up on stage to present and by then all the nerves were pretty much gone because I wanted to just get this over with and go home and sleep. As I got up on stage, I began to just speak and everything went as planned. I recited my monologue and left. At first, I did not want to present, but I understood that it was something I had to do because in the future I would have to speak in front of people. This was a learning experience for me. I learned a lot about the struggles that people in Baruch go through on a daily basis, but most importantly I learned that public speaking is really not as difficult as I thought it to be. For the longest time I had a fear of public speaking and as I got older, the fear began to fade away, but it always stuck. This presentation, in a way was taking a step into getting rid of public speaking once and for all.
