Walking towards the Main Gym felt like the most exercise I had in weeks; it felt like I was dragging a ton of bricks as I approached the gym doors. I was nervous, to say the least. I usually go to big events with a friend so that I wouldn’t be alone and have to fend for myself. This time I was alone. I contemplated retracing my steps, but I pushed myself. I pushed myself because I knew I would be missing out on the opportunity to find a club for me. If I went with a friend, I would most likely give into peer pressure and pick a club that we both could enjoy. This was my time to be selfish. It was all about me!
I walked through the doors and was immediately greeted with a smile. I looked around, amazed at how many clubs were present. I saw some people maneuvering from table to table through the crowd, some were dancing to the music with their friends, some were talking to representatives from clubs, and some were just looking around probably wondering where to start- just like me. I guess my feet decided to start on the left side because that’s where I was heading. I observed each table as I walked and briefly saw Lexicon and the Thespian club. I was interested in those two, but didn’t feel compelled to learn more. I guess I wasn’t ready to talk yet. I continued to walk around aimlessly, until I found a club called, She’s the First. Its mission is to provide education to girls all around the world. I found that inspiring and admirable. I also saw the Women in Business club, which is the largest club for females. Being that I am a female in the Zicklin School of Business, I knew this could also be a great club for me.
Feeling satisfied, I started walking towards the exit. I was proud of myself for coming a little bit out of my shell so that I could experience the unfamiliar environment and for learning more about the clubs offered at Baruch. I hope that I will become involved the clubs and one day, have a leadership position.