Requiem of a Dream
Posted by Felix Lirovich on February 16, 2014^ That link is my playlist. Even though i have done this a few times now it doesn’t get any easier picking 10 songs to describe me has always been difficult not because I dont listen to a of of music but because i listen to so many different styles and they each connect to me in a different way. Looking back it seems a lot of them seem to revolve around losing someone and despite the fact that i never really lost someone forever (Knock on wood) I cant help but to feel that I have lost a lot of people , friends that moved on , family I dont see anymore and so forth and i cant help but to feel that it was as much my fault as it was theirs that we have grown so far apart. The next batch i suppose you can explain as my darker side. I have never seen my self as a good person and I am always the first to see my flaws and criticize my self and until recently I let those feelings control everything i did which is why i was always so shy, it wasn’t until i met people who at the end of the day no matter what happens i can turn to if i need something and i dont have to worry about looking stupid or my words falling on deaf ears. Just because I have gotten better at dealing with it does not mean those thoughts have completely disappeared which is why i think i am attracted to music that features people looking at faults in them selves and accepting them. After that comes my sense of coping with reality, I prefer living in my own world then living in the real world and music that always me to drift into a different sense of reality has always been a huge plus. All in all i feel that music is as much entertainment for me as it is an escape from everything that goes wrong in the real world. Any music that Im able to connect to is typically sentimental rather then inspirational or fluffed up for dramatic effect. Anyway I think i rambled on enough i hope you learned something new about me or simply share in some of my sentiments.
All the best
Felix Lirovich