“Who am I?” I asked myself,
“What can I do if I don’t have my family there to back me up?” I thought to myself,
I was over confident on myself during before I ended high school,
Whatever I do, I did great, I can do it better than anyone else,
I was full with proud,
Until one day,
A day when I failed,
This is what happened,
I got a request from friends,
That was contact news media and make sure there will be five different American reporter come to the event,
I took a full hand of list that is full with media contact informations,
I thought, “this is easy, I just have to write an email and sent it to them.”
So, I started,
After sending 1000 different people from over 50 different media companies,
I have received none reply back that told me they will come,
I started to worry,
I was thinking,”what is going on? Is there anything wrong with my email that they don’t even look at it?”
I was worrying hard!
Well, as you can guess,
I didn’t make my promise on invite at least 5 different American media companies,
I found myself,”I am still too young, too naive,”
“I must improve myself even more,”
“I have a long way to go, I have a long path to learn, I am still too weak,”
“I must be independent!”
I, then, set myself a goal, a goal that will keep me up,
I realize I have to learn and study more,
So, I stop playing around,
I started to study hard and trying to become who I wanted to be.