Hello my name is Tanvir. My pronouns are he/him. There are many things about me that I want my peers to know and you the reader as well. Starting with sports, I love playing many sports especially basketball, volleyball, badminton and recently taken up the sport of swimming. Whenever I play sports I am super competitive some people even refer to me as a “try hard” since I try very hard to win at any game in a given a sport. Even outside of physical activities and inside a classroom setting I am just as competitive I always work to get the best grade possible, work to win as much as possible in educational games that are planned for the class and think of most of the things in my life as a challenge. Sports wasn’t the only thing I liked, I also really like going out with friends, watching tv shows and anime. I use to really like playing games as well but ever since the end of last year I basically stopped playing games as a whole. I have found it to be very time consuming and takes majority of my day and really causes my emotions to fluctuate which wasn’t that good for my mental health. It was so time consuming that I didn’t have time to do other important things in my life like giving time to school, family and friends. Your probably wondering why I didn’t just play for a little bit and then make time for the other things that were important to me, well for me it wasn’t that simple whenever I would start up a game I find myself to be attached to the screen and lose track of time and forget to stop playing as the thrill of playing and excitement continues to rush in and out when playing the game. I tried using an alarm to stop myself from playing but it just didn’t work, so I just stopped playing games for a while and found other things to do and now present me either does not play games or when I do I spend only like a couple minutes playing. One thing that is very important to be and was life changing to me was getting my shoulder surgery when I was very young like around 13 I had dislocated my right shoulder and ever since then every time I would try to play any sort of sport my shoulder would dislocate. During the dislocation I would feel excruciating pain for 5-10 mins, the pain was unbearable and during the dislocation I could not move my whole right shoulder to hand at all, since after a dislocation my shoulder which connects to the upper part of my body which connects to the brain when disconnected is basically uncontrollable and not functionable. To deal with this I would most of time have someone call an ems for me who would push my shoulder back in place and sometimes It would go back in itself, but it was just too much of a hassle for me I decided to take the leap and get surgery done for it as recommended by a bone an joint doctor I spoke with. After the surgery I had to go and have rehab where they helped me gain strength for the right shoulder again, but it didn’t fully heal it and I have yet to regain the mobility and strength I had before the procedure. I had rehab for a couple months then was told to stop since they believed I gained my mobility back which I thought wasn’t true, so now I have to take the initiative to work on it by myself, thankfully I was given proper instructions to be able to do that but I find myself not giving enough time to be able to actually work on the shoulder. But I try to now and then work on it with my current strength I am able to play sports but don’t have the same mobility as before but am relieved that it hasn’t dislocated yet ever since the surgery. The last thing that was very important to me that I did this year was go swimming! I was afraid of swimming as when I was little I drowned 3 times and didn’t want to experience that again. Now that I am taller and can basically stand in pools. My friends one day took me to a public and for the first time I tried swimming without drowning. It was pretty easy as the instructions were actually very simple with the help of my friends I was able to swim through water and learn to float under water. With these experiences I find myself now enjoying going to swim a lot more then other sports and just recently I went swimming every week. I still have more to learn since I haven’t fully grasped the concept of floating as I find it hard to float above water and swim with my head up but I am going to continue try to learn those techniques. Below I have attached a cool place that I recently went to.
