My life Is in complete shambles at the moment. I think my teachers fail to realized that I’M COMPLETELY BOOKED. No professor I cannot complete your 10 page paper, study for your midterm, prepare a speech, take 10 online quizzes, and read about 80 pages in the textbook all in the time span and with the great quality that you want. I’m not as fabulous as I look and I have to keep up with my shows. Love and Hip Hop waits for no one. I feel stuck between waiting to do great in college and actually wanting to live my life. If I died tomorrow I’d be so upset because I feel like I did nothing but school for the majority of my life. I want to travel around the world or rob a bank or something(snitches get stitches). I want to do something that makes me feel like I’m living and I’m not just alive. I guess I just need to find that balance between work and school. Does anyone else feel like college life really isn’t for them? I love learning new things but not under the amount of pressure I feel when I’m in college. I always envisioned myself graduating college and then going on the get my masters degree but now not so much. I definitely want to graduate with my bachelors but that’s all I know for the time being. Stripping never sounded better.
Basically how my face looks the majority of the week.