I’m Finally Here

The last time I remember actually enjoying going to school was in elementary school. During middle and high school, I remember dreading having to wake up and spend at least 6 hours in a place that meant nothing. I don’t really remember why I enjoyed elementary school and not middle or high school. I guess it was because most of my class was friends with each other and there was no division among us. Also, it was a time when we had to learn the basic things we needed to know in life. It was pretty easy and I remember having classes that I enjoyed. Once I had to move on to middle school, I didn’t really know what to expect. I had to go to a different middle school than all of my friends in elementary school because the schools depended on the zone you lived in. So first day of middle school, I didn’t know anybody. It took a few days for me to finally make a friend and she ended up being one of my 3 best friends from middle school. Middle school was an awkward journey. I felt like the class was divided into groups and there was some tension between me and my friends with some other girls in the class. It was also a time that some bullying went on. I remember just waiting for the time to go by and for high school to come. I couldn’t wait to get away from that school and start a new journey. Although I did love my friends and miss them, I’m glad middle school is over with. Then came high school. I went to a small high school in the lower east side. Again, I didn’t know anybody and I talked to a few people but didn’t really make a good friendship with anybody. I felt like the classes were just there because we had to take them and that I wasn’t really learning anything useful. Also, since it was a small school, there weren’t many advanced classes so the learning was limited. I planned to transfer high schools but my first choice didn’t accept me and I didn’t want to go to my second choice anymore. So I ended up staying there. By sophomore year, things got a little better. I met someone that made me want to go to school although I still felt that the classes were just something I had to get through. Even though I gained a bit of motivation to go, I still didn’t enjoy it very much. I couldn’t wait to go to college. High school ended up passing by faster than I expected it to and know I’m finally in college. This time, I’m not complaining. I finally feel like there is actually a purpose for waking up early in the morning and coming here. Although college professors assign a lot of work and reading, and it gets tough sometimes, I’m learning a lot of new things and feel like I’ve become more independent. I have come to realize that middle school and high school were just the steps that I needed to take to end up here, in college, a time that I began to appreciate and enjoy.

4 thoughts on “I’m Finally Here

  1. Transition is really scary but glancing at your monologue being so long really did intimidate me. English really make me hate looking at words. I really liked the “middle school and high school were just the steps” because everything is just a step right now but once we get to the top floor which is probably getting a good job and have a family, we’ll be bored of being on the top floor trying to find a new staircase.

  2. The chronological journey of elementary school to college is something that we can all relate to, so as Carolyn takes on the journey of her different experiences in her school life, we are able to relate on a wider level while experiencing her journey as well. But, then finally at the end, like a story book we end up in college, and this really emphasizes what the title of the monologue is, that we are all finally here.

  3. College is a totally different ball game from the other schooling we have had. I definitely agree that going to college feels like it has more of a purpose as well. While our experiences of earlier education were different, I was very engaged in the story presented. Also a nice look into the life of the speaker before we knew her.

  4. Carolyn was generous enough to share with us her academic journey. Given the fact that we have spent most of our life in school, this topic is very easy to relate to. I enjoyed this monologue, very interesting experience.

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