I regret not enjoying my childhood to the fullest.
I regret not being a good example to my younger brother.
I regret not asking for help when I needed it most.
I regret having the mentality that I can deal with everything on my own.
I regret telling people I am fine, when in reality I am not fine.
I regret being pushed to my limit.
I regret letting people tell me how I should feel.
I regret letting people walk all over me.
I regret letting my self-esteem and confidence get trampled over.
I regret not standing up for myself.
I regret putting myself down.
I regret feeling like I am not good enough.
I regret making myself sick.
I regret not being able to express my feelings the way I want to.
I regret not being a better friend.
I regret not being more understanding.
I regret acting based on an emotion.
I regret letting myself go during my junior year in high school.
I regret not trying hard enough.
I regret knowing that I gave my best but still feeling like I did not try hard enough.
I regret being such a Negative Nancy.
I regret not making more of an effort to better myself.
But there is one thing I do not regret.
I do not regret being born and meeting amazing people that helped me through all my hardships.
To those people, I would like to say thank you.
My picture might be a little confusing but what I’m trying to show is myself being in a protective bubble that is shielding me from society and all their negativity. The little figure outside the bubble represent society. Within the bubble you see these little weird figures floating above me. They are supposed to be those amazing people I mentioned in my blog post. The reason they are near my head is because they are not with me physically but their words are always with me and they are the one that help makes me strong and block out all the negativity from society. The little figure in my arms represent my mother because she is the most amazing person of them all and is also the most important person to me. She is always there for me whenever I need her and she is the person I want to thank the most. The color is supposed to represent happiness. The reason everything around me is in black and white is not because society is sad, it is because society is not something that makes me happy. Everything within the bubble is colored because everything within the bubble makes me happy.