I guess the fact that I have to write my first blog post right now, when it was due February 11th, supports my picture describing my first few months at Baruch. The only word I can think of is procrastination. I didn’t realize how challenging of a school Baruch was until I got to Pre Calc. It’s f*cking terrible, just like most of the courses I am taking. My main problem is that I cannot stay motivated to do anything. I will realize that I am slacking and try to get a grip on things. Then I get home and see my bed again. I repeat, and then I get home and see my bed again. That’s the worst thing that can possibly happen. I don’t get out of it. On the weekends, I don’t get out of it. While lying in bed, I sometimes even get visuals of how I should be at my laptop writing my next paper. But my bed tells me that working on it tomorrow is a better choice. Tomorrow comes and my bed speaks to me once again. I push my paper back to the next day. And just as you can expect, my paper is yet to be done and due in 2 days (my current situation). Yes, as I write this I am having an anxiety attack on how I can possibly finish all this work before Wednesday. But I guess I will just have to figure it out. So to wrap up this post, I can definitely come to the conclusion that my first few months at Baruch have been extremely stressful due to my lack of work ethic. I completely messed up my first semester. “Don’t put off until tomorrow, what can be done today.”
