Me getting vaccinated for COVID-19 displays the resistance to my mother’s orders and how it was struggle, even with her not being physically present to stop me. However, at times, there may be the guilt of doing it without her knowing. I was always afraid of trying to negotiate so to speak, and chances are that I’ll never know if she would have been fine with it, because I never bothered explaining my situation. I thought that she would force me into a life-changing decision with no questions asked, and well, I did not ask. Now I have to keep it a secret from everybody.