CR Post #3 American Born Chinese

In Gene Luen Yang’s American Born Chinese, protagonist Jin grapples with internalized racism as he yearns for romantic connection with others. Through the graphic novel’s repeated image of lightning through Jin’s permed hair, this internalized racism depicts itself as a false means of confidence.

Throughout the novel, Jin seeks to erase his Chinese heritage in order to fit in better with his white classmates. When he develops a crush on the white girl Amelia, he gets his hair permed, hoping to impress her by looking like other white boys in his class (Yang 97). When given the opportunity to ask her on a date, he receives “a jolt of confidence,” accompanied by the image of lightning fizzling off of his permed hair (Yang 105). While this image coincides with the narration’s description of a “jolt,” the choice to have this electrifying confidence be depicted through Jin’s attempt to hide his heritage is not accidental. The staging of the panel makes it so that the hair is the focal point, just as Jin equates achieving whiteness the focal point to attaining Amelia’s heart.

This image is repeated again after Suzy admits to Jin she feels ashamed to be Asian-American. Suzy confesses to feeling like a “chink” (Yang 187) all of the time, and in a three panel span, Jin goes from looking at her blankly to having the lightning run through his hair, to kissing her. This romantic confidence stems from Jin’s feeling of perceived connection with Suzy. Through the image of his permed hair, he falsely perceives her shame to be a desire for whiteness, something he finds attractive. The inclusion of the onomatopoeia “krak!” (Yang 188) as Jin kisses her represents Jin’s electric excitement at the situation, just as it displays Suzy being startled. While both are ashamed of their heritage, Suzy does not hold whiteness as the ideal, as Jin does.