So here is my monologue I guess…

I consider myself to be a happy person. Nothing really bothers me and I’m lucky I’m not living through many hardships. The important people in my life that make me happy are my family , friends, and my boyfriend. Things like painting, drawing, dancing, and listening to music relaxes me and puts me in a great mood. I guess I feel content with my life…

But sometimes when I’m sitting at home doing nothing I wonder what if my life was different. What if I had the chance to explore new places? What if I had the opportunity to travel to different countries, to explore the deepest of woods and the darkest of caves? What if right now going to college is not what I really want to be doing? Maybe I’ve always dreamed of a more exciting life. But I suppose that to be able to live a life full of adventure and excitement I’d have to take more risks than I am willing. I don’t believe I can handle living without stability. If I dropped everything to explore the world I would probably end up living in a box and stuck in one place forever. So maybe college is the first step to these fantasies coming true? I guess right now I’m not really content. I’m living life one day at a time following the crowd. But I guess thats all I can do. Without this education I wont be able to get a job and support whatever fantasies I may dream up now and in the future.

ugh I don’t know how my monologue ended up like this haha. oh wells. here’s a picture of myself.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :]