was definitely the trip to the Rubin Museum. The museum was actually interesting and I liked the meditation room a lot. But what I enjoyed even more was being able to go out for lunch with some people from our FRO class after our trip to the museum. We ate at Union Square and although it was already a few months into college, it was actually the first time we all formally spoke with each other and exchanged numbers. I believe we all feel closer as a class and although we all will probably never see/talk to each other again after the first semester, I’m still glad we got to bond over that trip.

Good Luck on finals everyone!! 😀

First semester math class was unpredictable and memorable. The professor and the students in the class were all very entertaining and made it a fun class to be a part of. The only thing that was difficult to deal with were the exams. This meme was the definition of many classes in my first semester, but math even more than the others. In math class, concepts seemed simple enough, and the problems I did for hw all were very easy. The quizzes the professor gave were just spit backs of the easy questions from the HWs. But the three exams he gave were extremely hard. He seemed to have purposely made the quizzes easy and find super hard questions for the exams. It was a big shock during the first test. And the second test was even harder. I studied as much as I could for later tests but they all seemed impossible challenges. Now I’m studying for the final, which is a cumulative test, and I’m worrying a lot about how difficult it will be. Especially since my math teacher took a trip to China last week. I’m not even sure when he is coming back but he left us to take a test without him and with out him teaching the last chapter, which was included in the test. I am now worried about math but hopefully when he comes back he’ll be more reasonable and give my class a curve for the last test.

So here is my monologue I guess…

I consider myself to be a happy person. Nothing really bothers me and I’m lucky I’m not living through many hardships. The important people in my life that make me happy are my family , friends, and my boyfriend. Things like painting, drawing, dancing, and listening to music relaxes me and puts me in a great mood. I guess I feel content with my life…

But sometimes when I’m sitting at home doing nothing I wonder what if my life was different. What if I had the chance to explore new places? What if I had the opportunity to travel to different countries, to explore the deepest of woods and the darkest of caves? What if right now going to college is not what I really want to be doing? Maybe I’ve always dreamed of a more exciting life. But I suppose that to be able to live a life full of adventure and excitement I’d have to take more risks than I am willing. I don’t believe I can handle living without stability. If I dropped everything to explore the world I would probably end up living in a box and stuck in one place forever. So maybe college is the first step to these fantasies coming true? I guess right now I’m not really content. I’m living life one day at a time following the crowd. But I guess thats all I can do. Without this education I wont be able to get a job and support whatever fantasies I may dream up now and in the future.

ugh I don’t know how my monologue ended up like this haha. oh wells. here’s a picture of myself.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :]